i want you soo badly...!

VARSITY JACKET!!!! I'm crazy bout it.Here's one..

Isn't it cool??? I want one!!!!! I must have it.

Choir!

We got NUMBER SIX.It's okay though for first-timers.We went to STATE LEVEL choir competition for the very first time and only practiced like,a week++ but placed number six.hihi,sooo happy!We enjoyed it,kinda.Went to 1b after.

I Feel GUILTY.-_-"

I feel BAD.VERY BAD.I made my good friend heartbroken.I told her about what her crush did yesterday,that is my friend,Mr.X.He did this "play-boy look" at me,to annoy me.I told that to S and she is now,heartbroken.NoOO,this is all my fault.I went too far this time.She said now she will stop hoping and will forget about Mr.X.I'm like,oh no,i made her sad.no,DEVASTATED.What am i going to do?God forgive me.

1 more day left....."0_0"

Saturday,Sunday,Monday and....noooooooooo!It will be Tuesday!The day of the state level choir competition!WHAT? We haven't even practice much.I'm sooo scared right now.Wish me luck.;)

Too crazy....

Sya ada satu kwn baik bah.si S.Dia ni suka kawan baik sya,c Mr.X.Tapi Mr.X ni anggap si S sbagai kwn biasa ja..si S ni suka yang tersangat sangat pada c Mr.X selama kira2 hmpir 2 thn sdh.Kadang2 kmi suka ka c jeles si S ni.Jahatkan? Sya pernah pinjam jacket c Mr.X trus sengaja lalu kelas si S mau ka c jeles.hahaha,trus pernah sya letak tangan sya d bahu(kambai) c Mr.X masa kmi nmpk si S ni merenung c Mr.X.Tapi jng salah faham,sya sma Mr.X kwn baik saja. Kesian jugalah sma si S ni...sanggup mennungu...

Still can't forget you 100%.

     To Mr.mesmerising smile,
why?whY?wHY?WHY? Why is it soo hard to get you out of my mind and heart Mr.mesmerising smile?? At the moment when i try to forget you the most,that's when you give me the most unforgetable time of my life.Can't you just pretend not to know me?
I thought i like your friend, Mr.good looking now...but,i just realise that i'm talking about you again...Please,don't text me anymore....even if i know that we're just good friends..can you do that?
Plus,i have to meet you everyday in school.I just can't stop looking at you.When our eyes met,i just felt that feeling again..i think i might just like or love you a little bit.I just can't erase you from my heart.
Here's to you.

When i saw you with her,
I drop to my knees
and fell to the ground,
and realise remember,
the things that happened..

I was young and insecure,
didn't know how to
mend my broken heart,
but i know
what i do
i know i
can't be with you

So i'm just gonna keep,all these feelings
and let myself
break down to tears
maybe someday i can glue
all the pieces of my broken heart

i was young..and insecure,
didn't know how to mend my broken heart...

................. maybe someday i'm able to forget about you..
                                                                                                             from the bottom of my heart,
                                                                                                                          ME.

The First Word-Chapter 2(Part 2)

The First Word
Chapter 2:New school,New Friends (Part 2)

                       ..................
I hurry to my locker and take out my history book and return my put my science book into my locker.What's wrong with that guy?Dragging me around?Who does he think he is? I continue walking to class.As i reach the door with a history sign on it,I knock and enter.I see Jason waving his hands to me.He's giving a sign to to sit at an empty table next to him.I sigh and just walk to the table.I sit and he quickly say,
     "You took your time."
I just smiled and didn't reply.Then I ask,
     "Where's this Mr.Warghaton at?"
     "Ha,we call him "Mr.War".By the way,he's always late."
Then suddenly,a man comes in hurriedly.Bald head and a moustache.
     "Sorry,class.I'm late."
That must be Mr.War.He walks to the front desk and called out my name,
     "Err,Ave Nighton?Can you please come here for a moment?"
I stand up and walk toward him.
     "Everybody,we have a new friend here,Miss Ave Nighton."
I smile and say hi to everyone."Hello,I'm Ave.Nice to meet you all."
We then start the class as soon as i sit down.

<<Mr.War

The bell rings.Kriiggggg!!! It's recess.Yeah!Most boring class ever!Jason keeps talking to me during class.And then he bring me to the cafeteria.

             "Ave!Let's go!The cafeteria is just over there,"he says,pointing his finger to a door that many students are entering.

                      "Okay then,"I reply.

As we enter the cafeteria,we rush to the long line.It is like,a very,very long line.And it seems like a never-ending line.But it will end anyway.When we reach the food serving counter,Jason takes two trays and hands one to me.

         "Thanks,"I said.

He just smile.As we passed through the food counter,I took the vege,omelet and some pork.Lastly,I put a carton of chocolate milk on my tray.Then Jason and I carry our trays to an empty table.I sit and he sits in front of me.

         "Hmm,this is kinda tasty,"I say.

         "Why did you moved here?"ask Jason,changing the topic.

         "My mom just wanted to take a break of the cityworld,it's

          kinda complicated,"

         "Huh,figures,"he reply and then take a sip of his choco

          milk.

         "Actually,I'm from here.But we moved when I was six."

He stop eating."What?You're,you're from here!?"

         "Yeah.Why are you so suprised?"

Jason chuckles."Sorry.I didn't expect that."

<<The Cafeteria

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    Will be continued in Chapter 2(part 3)...